After writing a (possibly erratic) email to him the other night, he sent me one back. In it he told me that he'll leave the whole baby decision up to me.
Some would think this is bad. That it just would be too hard to decide.
Well, props must go out to two ladies in particular. Not only do I love them, but they have both dealt with PPD/regular depression and can help with clarity.
I won't give names, but thank you to the one who chatted with me on Windows Live in the morning before school and the other who sent screaming emails to me from afar!
I've decided (along with Popeye's blessing) to NOT have anymore children.
In fact, Popeye is SO on board with this that he has texted me to set up a consultation for the Monday that he's home this month for a little snipping and to set up the surgery for the days before my trip to Seattle.
The relief I feel right now can only be compared to the day I paid off all of my debt.
Sigh.
Thanks for the kind words everyone! You all are great!
(On a side note, Grand Duchess is 2 today! Look for upcoming pictures!!! And did you see the button at the top of the page for crocheted hats? Go there. Now. Order some hats. It's cold outside.)
Thursday, February 3, 2011
I love my husband
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4 comments:
I totally understand where you are coming from and sending hugs.
Love your guts, girl!
and that sense of relief you felt, is also an answer to your prayers. You felt complete, and that is an amazing feeling! I remember that after I *knew* that Ella was our last. ahhh....
Here's to your "next phase of raising kids" and it is wonderful!! So happy that you're happy!
Maybe you should get a dog then decide if you want more kids! The two require about the same level of care. You rock! Love your new website!
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